The days are busy with lots to do from early morning till late at night. Editing, writing, doing work, interviewing, planning and getting things done. There is research and calls and conversations and reading. There is getting the garden planted, working in the dirt and soil, making sure all is perfect for little seedlings to grow to the sun.
And there is being tired, in the best way, know when the lights turn out that much has been accomplished.
And there is worry, after getting the J&J vaccine, after the announcement of it being paused due to clots and strokes and issues. There is one in a million chance, waiting for the next two weeks to see. Theoretically it should be fine. One in a million.
It have heard it said many times that every decision we make is based in either fear or love. And that what we do, and the way we do it, it based in either fear or love. So I have a decision – to live in either fear or love. I can do nothing about the vaccine that is now in my body, working it’s way through my immune system.
And so I say a prayer every night before sleep, and am thankful every day when I wake. I will live chose love not fear. And I will throw myself into this life, and make sure that I am doing as much as I can the best that I can. Because at the end of the that’s all most of us are trying to do.
Fear and worry strip us of the very moments that we wont to enjoy and remember. Fear makes it impossible to enjoy those around us. But faith and love? The possibilities for enjoyment are exponential.
Life is short. Don’t worry so much, because it all works out in the end.
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