We all have those moments we realize we are feeling absolute and complete pure Bliss. Where the joy is bubbling up from the tips of our toes and pouring out the tops of our heads. And this is where I find myself today. In the most unlikely times of the pandemic, or anxiety and stress seem to be Paramount, I have found myself call, peaceful, and blissful.
Not too long ago I was filled with worry and anxiety. Started a few years ago before the passing of my parents, and continued on through handling all of the family in a state business. But then after your parents and so many people around you pass away, it seems like and xiety can be a way of life. I think it goes hand-in-hand with grief. That’s one of the many reasons why I wanted to move away from Georgia to the wonderful state of Texas. A new Fresh Start that was a clean fresh slate where I can make my life whatever I wanted.
And there was something so cathartic about Fresh Starts and New Beginnings. I still have the wonderful same support system a beautiful sisters and women in my home state, and they cheer me on from afar. And this morning I realize that I’ve truly made this life exactly what I want it to be, with my cheering section right there behind me.
I have this wonderful home, and a great neighborhood, in an area that I love and enjoy, in a city that I like, in a state that I enjoy living. My career is intact and you opportunities are coming to me daily, I am blessed and not have money being issue, and everything is wonderful in my world. My friends and family are all healthy, which is an incredible blessing. I have a wonderful person in my life who appreciates me and enjoy spending time together. And basically life is wonderful, and I’m ridiculously happy.
But the biggest thing, is that I have finally found peace. There is absolutely no drama in my life. The last bit of drama was left behind a few weeks ago, and since then my heart has been light, and there have been no troubles in my world.
So it is today that I am here, but the love of my life, which is my life. I have fallen in love with my life again, and with life in general. I’ve fallen in love with waking up in the early morning, and having coffee on my back porch. I have fallen in love with snuggling with the kitties, and working hard at deadlines. I’ve fallen in love with making this house a home, and creating a garden that has vegetables to share with my neighbors and Friends. I’ve fallen in love with every part of me, deep down where the Soul Meets the heart. And I have fallen in love with conquering my demons, and they no longer darken my door. I have fallen in love with sleeping peacefully at night, with no troubles on my contents.
Mainly because, all because, I have fallen in love with being happy. I have done the work and I’m dedicated every single day to having a great day. I am dedicated to praying, and meditating, and exercising, and doing the things I need to do to make my dreams come to fruition.
Life is short, too short to be unhappy. Take the risks and create the life that you want. Trust me it’s worth it.
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