They say that the eyes are windows into the soul….but what about the voice? As someone who used to be in radio, I can tell you that the voice can show a wide range of emotions and insights as well. As someone who used to be in radio, the voice can be a very powerful tool.
A It happened a day ago, I was talking to one of my best friends on the phone. And she stopped me mid sentence to say that she had mot heard me this happy in at least a year. She could tell that I was happy, lighter and no longer sad. She was so excited to hear it in my voice.
And it is true, I am happier now than I have been in years actually. Even today, the anniversary of my Mother’s memorial service I am happier than I have been in a long time. Don’t get me wrong, a year ago today was horrible. And my life is so different than I thought it would be. But my life today is also incredibly blessed.
The time of profound grief is over, so while today is melancholy, and there have been tears, it is better than last year. One of the biggest improvements is that I got rid on a toxic person with whom I had a toxic relationship. A man who took pleasure in my pain, a man who took pleasure in being vindictive for sport. A man who tried to deeply scar me, but failed.
Now there is a wonderful new job, great opportunities, and even chances for new relationships and love. The world is truly mine. And my parents are above me, lvoing me and guiding me as I love forward.
And now there is Peace in my life. There is no fighting, there are no accusations, there are no arguments, no negativity, no darkness, nothing bad. There is Peace, love, friendships and goodness. Getting this toxic person out of my gave me the time, space and peace to heal from my Mother’s death. It allowed me to fully process everything so I could finally get over the profound grief. And now everyone can hear it, see it, feel it and experience the happiness that is bubbling up from my soul.
Get those negative, toxic people out f your life and get a happy voice too.
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