Sitting at the family compound, it is quiet and still. It is just me here, no others until morning. And something has happened that has not happened before:
The sadness is gone. This is my house, built with their love. I am the keeper of it, for now. And it feels good. It feels right. It feels happy.
I know this place is love. And I am blessed to be here. I am happy and optimistic about the future. For the first time in a long time.
I feel my old self coming back. My smile, my heart, my happiness, my joy. I lost those things for a minute, but here there are, smiling back at me. I want to be silly and whimsical, I want to do the happt dance, make jokes and take chances. I want to love my life. And so I shall.
Who knows what the future holds, but I know, because I have Faith, that is will be good. The momentum has started. God brought me this far, blessings are around the corner.