Be still and know that I am God
Many of us are familiar with Psalm 46:10, that says Be still and know that I am God. To me this is saying be still and listen to the sound of God, listen to what the Voice of God is telling you. And I have, especially in the dark times, prayed, been very still and listened for the answer. And it has always been there, somewhere, in a quiet place, in a quiet moment. And that voice has gotten me through man dark times.
But now that life is wonderful, do we still sit still? Yes, I think we have to. This is especially hard for me on many levels. And as I still work to live a life of grace, it is something I struggle with on many days.
And in this time, it is beautiful thing. My life is brilliant and wonderful, after much hard work, lots of faith and even more prayer. And I am loving every second of it. But I must still work hard at stopping every now and then, and being very still, and listening.
And enjoying. Yes, the rich, wonderful, joyousness that has surrounded me, all my prayers answered. There has never been a time when I was not working hard to be better, do more, be more, working toward the goals that I have set for myself, within myself.
But here I find that I want to stay put, not move to the next moment, the next goal, the next accomplishment. I want to stay right here, in the right now, in the deliciousness of all these moments with friends, family, with the man who makes my heart beat faster. I want to drink it in, soak it up and be immersed in this life.
But I also must take time to be silent and still, and hear the whisper that has answered prayers and soothed many tears in those dark days. To breathe and enjoy, because there is nothing to run to or from, there is time to just be. To relax. To Live. Yes, for the first time in this life, I am learning the art of staying put. And for that I am beyond grateful.