It is interesting, as I sit and read over these last few weeks of blogs, a reflection of my inner thoughts and struggles as of late. And this blog is, so many things, a journal, a list of thoughts, places, people and events. A place of therapy, musings, venting and confessions. Always safe, always nameless.
Recently it seems as if I have been throwing a pity party, trying to navigate through life. Funny, sometimes as a writer people assume you to have all the answers, or else how could you write about the problems? Easy, I write what I know, what I feel and about what is going on in my life. And now how things have turned on a dime.
A dime, once the cost of call at a phone booth, now a measure of quick change. A dime because, mostly because, all because, life is about shifting and changing, taking chances and risks. As we go through life, we find people, friends,family and ourselves, to provide stability. I have found stability, in this blog, in my diary, and in the souls of those who I love and who love me.
And now comes the time for change, adventure and risks. It is summer and I want to feel the cool grass in between my toes, the wind in my hair, travel to far off places, and experience new things. And romance? Oh yes, that too. I want to take a chance with him, as crazy as it might be. So maybe it is time to stop being so cautious and jump in the water, let it’s coolness wash over me as I go with the current and see where it goes. After all, life can change on a dime.